ugh...

Once again the time has come for my mom to freak... i mean worry about my weight and my fate as an old maid...(at least it seems like life is leading that way...) in a matter of weeks ill be 26... 26!!! I'm not really looking forward to it... it just sounds so old... especially in Utah... I think i think this every year... by this point i expected life to be kinda different from what it is... for one thing i didnt think id still be single... or with out any prospects... it is what it is though... i am however glad that im well on my way to having an adult career... at least i hope it turns out that way... ;)

sometimes...

when i think back on the guys ive wasted my time liking i wonder.... "What Was I Thinking?!" there are a select few on the list that i dont have much regret over...

I'm Still Grieving, but we're been dead for a while...

This is the song thats been keeping me company in my travels... I like to substitute I'm still "Grieving"... Yes I'm referring to past loves lost... or rather missed opportunities... You know who you are soldier...<3

I just really liked this picture... and who doesn't line kisses...

so grateful...

that sometimes when it seems prayers aren't answered in truth its disguised as an answer... heavenly father sees the bigger picture and know you better and thus knowing your needs better... especially for someone like me that tends to be a horrible judge of character especially when it comes to good looking fellas... ive gotten better at it as ive gotten older but im so grateful i have a heavenly dad that looks out for me and takes care of me even when i act like a toddler... much love...

Happy New Year!!

What it comes down to is that things don't always turn out how you want them... They Turn Out More How God Wants Them And Its Usually For the better and I'm grateful for it since he sees the bigger picture!!... 2011 has good things to come... I can feel it!!

i just have to say...

I Love Utah... honest to goodness... its a great place to live!! but its so hard to find single worth while guys...especially my age... most the ones i know or meet are single for a reason or by choice... maybe I'm just a silly little girl that believes love should be awesome, over whelming, great. along with all the other usual descriptions... sure i want stability but i also want excitement and spontaneity...Im starting to sincerely wonder if the type of man i seek even exists.... when i think i find him he it usually quite unavailable... maybe the saying is true... men are like parking spots... I trying to hold on the the glimmer of hope that its not the case... is it too much to ask for someone that completes me in ways i didnt know i needed completing... someone that values me as much as i value him... i want equality... is that too much to ask?

sweet giveaway!! ends nov. 12...

http://lululetty.blogspot.com/2010/11/lagelle-giveaway.html