wow how time flys..but in 6 months...hhmm...marriage?

its actually kind of weird....tis the season for wedding....lots of weddings.....holy crap....in a matter of 6 months about 5 girls with whom ive become aquainted with or have been friends with have become engaged or are to be married soon...to me its a shocker cause i dont even remember them mentioning anyone back then that they were serious with....well ok one has been kind of talkin about this guy for about a yr but he proposed back in feb and she called that off now all of a sudden theyre to be married the day before her sisters wedding...scarey huh? both girls to be married one day appart...i feel bad for the parents because both receptions are at their parents house...then there the 2 girls with whom i became aquainted with while working for concessions for thanksgiving point i talked to both back in feb one had a misionary but it seemed like she had started dating other peopel the other well shes from salem and she seemed to not be serious with anyone either then theres my other dear friend whom i knew she had been dating this guy who she is too good for but decided to move in with him and now though hes going to jail thyre getting married this weekend....to me its just crazy that the above 4 girls who seemed to be single only 6 months ago all of a sudden are all to be married...maybe i was just out of the loop but 6 months really is that really enough time to become aquainted with a person friendship wise its possible but marriage wise coem on youre to be with this person for THE REST OF YOUR LIFE....its not a commitment to take lightly....its just..i dont know i guess i cant judge maybe theyre all marrying thier best friends...

its a sad sad story really....ok not really...ok im over...well im working on it...

so in talking to my dear friend sarah It's been discovered or maybe decided that i really really need to read this "world renowned" book...for course its called "He's Really not that into you" oddly enough its a colaboration by 2 of the writes from sex and the city...im hoping i like it but im not sure...sounds like ill get sick of the phrase "hes just not that into you..." you know in reality i am a girl who expects to be chased but sometimes i feel he needs a little nudge...ok more like a shove...im sick and tired of constantly complaining about men and the things they do or dont do its just not fun...im sure everyone gets sick of it...i know i do...time after tiem i'll take interst in a man and try to make something with him and im thinking or rather realizing that thats just it....im the one making the effort...when in reality....it should be the men putting forth the effort....men dont like having things handed to them...they like to work for them....so i decided that instead of being a pain in the butt im going to take chage and get educated...no mare of this bantering and complaining and walking around all wowo is me....im done...im going to live life and enjoy it as a single girl while i can...and be happy doing it...no more of this wonderign whats wrong with me or what am i doing wrong....if a man wants me he will work towards getting me...im done with being an "overcompensating 'nice girl'"....